Realised today that i have been procrastinating these past few weeks. Seems like i have tons of stuff to do, mainly personal goals to attain, but too little time to settle them all.
Had been spending time with my family this long weekend, family and frens for the last long weekend .. and the previous one too!! And .. yup... that's about it. Researched some stuff, played Counter strike (stupid com cant play BF2....), settled my expenses ... but nothing on my book, my website and etc etc ...
So many frens that i wanted to meet, so many frens i miss talking to, playing with and laughing together. But it seems like i dont have enough time to do all that, there is only 24 hours and they have their own lives too!
Sometimes i wonder if i am taking on too many personal 'projects' and still want to spend lots of time with my family and frens too! Not really stressed out, but rather .... tired out.
Think i have to put prioritise my life more. 'Carpe Diam!!' they say ... 'Diam too lagi short' is what i feel. Just dont like to put some of my personal projects (book, website etc) on hold. I guess sometimes i do fear that i may not get them done, not because i dont want to, but more of ..... i may not be around to finish them.
Surprising, having faced death, it makes me alive every single moment that i live. Before that, it would be more like ... i have a life, but i dont feel alive; nor do i treasure the experience of being alive.
I want to attain my personal goals ... unfortuately, i am greedy with so many. Hopefully i will complete all of them before my time runs up and my presence extinguishes. =)
Live life to the fullest!!
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